I think my dying would be better for all of us. everyone will be happy enough. i just donthave the courage to.

Misunderstood. Im sorry. It's all over i know.
I trusted the wrong person, but i still love her as my goodfriend.

Goodfriend -> Friends -> Classmate
Im sorry. I didn't wanted this to turn out like this. Im really sorry.

what i cant forget is that. you know it yourself. im really sorry. it's not only my fault though. i really thought you hated me. perhaps if i'm outta your life, and you'll feel better. i didn't want things to be like that.

Im sorry.