innocence is brilliant.

Nothing much to say today. & i kicked zhaoyi's leg accidentally when i wanted to hit yeongsoon's. sorry zhaoyi! :( Finished band very early today. went opposite to buy food with kimberly, chengmun, salita, tzuhan, and peiyi. love them! :)

everyone changes, i know. but you didn't have to change so much, do you?
or maybe perhaps from the start i dont even understand you, thats why i'll keep thinking that you're a good friend, a good person. you were like this the past too. and i still forgave you. why? because i dont want to let this small thing affect our friendship. but. what you're doing now really hurts me. when you're down, you can just tell me and i'll definitely cheer you up. but what you're doing now is giving me attitude when you're down. what do you expect from me? i'm not you, i cant control what you think, what you want to do. but i'm me. i know i cant tolerate all these from you right now. sometimes i think you're just faking all the while. you're good to me now, yes i know. but you dont have to pretend anymore. just come up to me and say i hate you, who cares? if it makes you feels better by all means. what i dont understand is. why are you a double-sided freak? you treat others so so so nice and to me? i'm not your slave nor your dog. i can tolerate once but not twice. first you betrayed me in the past, i forgave you. after you betrayed me again, i still forgave you. i even read what you said on your blog. you said so mean stuffs to me and i still forgave you. what you expect me to do. i've already been very nice to you. i dont need to suffer all these you know. it's not part of my job. you treat others so nice, you didn't even think of how i feel. and ya you just cared about those friends. now, you've already got my closest friend in class, i wont know one day when you'll just take all my friends away. we're all pretending, especially you.

how old are we already. im fourteen you're fourteen. why are we still quarrelling over these problems?

ohya. this post. you know who you are. if you think it's you, it's you.