Those that want me to fall, i'll stand, that want me to fight, i'll relent, that want me to cry, i'll hold back my tears. no matter what it takes cos i'll have much more gems that will be there for me no matter what happens, and they'll be here anytime, anywhere.
Dad brought breakfast for me aft passing mom's letter to me. (:
bread and soyabean yay. soyabean's hot. very hot.
i have no idea of what to do now. suddenly out of a sudden, i find myself extremely pathetic. what i thought i used to have everything, to now, i realised i have nothing at all. i used to think that the world is a nice place and it's a place to let everyone find their beloved. now, i don't feel the same anymore. the world is just a piece of crap. it's a test that God set. i'll kindly hope that people will like kill me or smth. i don't rlly enjoy my life after all. i thought of 2009, all those unlucky things that happened, grandpa, everything. grandpa's leaving me for 1 year when it's 11th. i miss grandpa, alot. :( i know everyone misses him too. :( but i knew that he's alrdy with God in heaven and no matter how much i cry or how much i think of him, he wont come back anymore. cus he's alrdy gone. i miss grandpa. badly.
bye, i find no point on blogging anymore. perhaps when i feel better, i'll post again. hopefully huishan and jolin will cheer me up later (:
bye.
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