If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?

Ran in the rain just now lol. heavyheavy rain. and im damn hungry.
okay btw. the replacement test is HORRIBLE~
i'm definitely going to fail it. and im going back to those lame courses.
okay. i slept in history lesson today cus it's complete torture for me to just open my eyes for a split second.
tomorrow there's band again. ahh. great. i have to carry that big big big instrument to school tomorrow. heavy too!
presentation tomorrow. wish my luck, guys. lol.
ohya. qiumin came today. she's quite nice. cute. (:
band. sigh. i hope i'll learn how to blow quickly.
i hope i can blow ah, if not. pathetic. ):
wish me goodluck (Y)
ohyeah my tingxie got 80. shake yeah hooray. im not that bad as i thought.
AND OBVIOUSLY WHAT SHAUN KIU THOUGHT. i wont fail k. i wont.